My children know love, know values, rules, discipline, team work, and loyalty. Things that were never instilled in that… Idk what to even call her. Disgraceful, lying, shit stirring, marriage and happiness breaking troll. Her mother’s daughter.
These actions and this life you never vowed to me and I always dreamt they’d get better with time, but unlike wine they have not paired well with age. I’m too old for this shit, should’ve never signed up for it-but without it, I’d never have the sweet parts of you, known as Gabriel and Evalynn.
I pray you get it together, so much that the Lords tired of hearing that prayer. So many other things to worry about in this life and here I am bothered by the fact that my husband can’t appreciate what’s right in front of him. Me. Us.
So let me give you a break. Let me take my life; my children, away for a moment- to give you clarity. If we are your life than figure it out. I’m over suffocating in your past. I’m breathing deeply into my future, with them-my life.
It all comes back to life choices.
I am one straw from breaking. We are suppose to be infinite, but I’ve been carrying more than half my share alone for a long time and I’m tired.
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Fast forward to 06•26•2024
Our divorce papers are filled out and the kids and I are moving into our new house in 5 days. You once again chose to not put your wife and children first; for the last time. Life choices. On both our parts now, because I am officially done… It’s almost like I knew all of this was coming.
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