• Amber’s not here right now, leave a message:

    Writing this way before you’ll read it cause I know eventually you’ll make your way back around to me.. so rather than ignoring you or responding to some “hey what’s up” text here’s what I have to say… my automated message I guess. When you came into my life you…

  • •Losing Weight•

    Time to let you go.. you’ve shown me enough signs for me to know… To know you’re no good, you’re so full of lies-you showed up in my inbox in a total disguise. Then you show up for real, and things turn intimate.. but it’s not love with you, it’s…

  • Seven Eighteen Twenty Four

    You walked up my drive today, you walked through my front door. You looked me in my eyes, and it’s like we were before… I finally called it quits on you then it came to be.. the nonstop visions I’ve had of things, these things of you and me. Your…

  • Ironic

    You aren’t even worth writing about, yet here I am. You keep screwing me over and showing your true self but for some reason I still give a damn… You don’t come through with the things you say or reflect in actions the way you “feel”, and after being so…

  • Closed heart; Open mind

    I kissed someone new last night, much like the song-and it doesn’t feel wrong. It just seems unfamiliar; which could be both good and bad. I just know when I’m in compassionate company I definitely am not feeling sad.. Other hands on me and the taste of his tongue seem…

  • Last night here

    Today is probably the worst of the days so far.. all my stuff in boxes, everything that we are; That we were, the last 3 months are a blur. Been numb on auto pilot, just getting through the days.. staying strong for our kids while my mind is in a…

  • “Home”

    Funny how “home” can change so quickly, and I’m not talking in a structural manner. Home use to be in your arms and now I’m needing a life calendar planner. New house needs internet, gotta swap over the power, call tomorrow to turn on the water.. in between boxing up…

  • 11•30•2023

    My children know love, know values, rules, discipline, team work, and loyalty. Things that were never instilled in that… Idk what to even call her. Disgraceful, lying, shit stirring, marriage and happiness breaking troll. Her mother’s daughter. These actions and this life you never vowed to me and I always…

  • Divorce

    You’re gonna piss off a lotta people when you call it “quits” on a relationship; much less a marriage. But that’s okay.. the people who are meant to be in your life will still be there. And all that really matters in the end is your own soul, and your…